Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Another Loss

I lost another sweet baby last week.

I knew from the moment of conception that I was pregnant. I felt her spirit and energy so strongly around me and inside of me. We weren't trying to conceive but I absolutely fell in love with the baby and desperately wanted her. I knit two tiny baby items(the longies and the sleepy soaker sack that I posted here earlier)and had such hopes and dreams. I was pregnant and then I was not. Just like that.

My heart hurts.

6 comments:

Steph said...

I am so sorry for your lost. Having been there myself I know the pain it brings. Wishing you many blessings.

Brightonwoman said...

(((HUGS))) I wish i could give you a real hug. I'll be thinking of you...if I lived even vaguely in your area I'd bring over dinner or something. I've been there several times too.
If you haven't recently, read the hymn "Be Still My Soul" and the first half of the last verse of "I Believe in Christ" they are always comforting to me.
I lost my first angel just before Easter as well, and it was a poingnent reminder of what Easter is really all about.

Aurora said...

Thanks you guys. It helps to know you care. :)

I will go read those hymns right now...........

alisaterry said...

I am sorry for your empty space.

Aurora said...

Thanks Alisa. Your words describe it perfectly.

Monica said...

I was just catching up on your blog tonight so this is a little late, but I'm so sorry you lost your baby. These losses are so painful each time, and I hope your heart finds peace.